memories of what used to be

I wonder if he remembers me , or if I'm just a memory.
I wonder if he thinks of me, or if he finds it useless
I wonder how he is and if I'm still a love of his
I wonder if he's okay.
I've been thinking, how happy we were and the memories make the tears stir
Think about all we said, the lives we lead, not know where to go and where to find a place.
One day, I may hide and not be able to see his face.
I miss him looking out for me, the way it used to be.
I wonder if he still cares...
That's a question that tears..
I wonder if he still cares or if I'm just a memory of what used to be..

my last uni life

my last uni life.yea,still 20min left. Im blogging at my campuz, while waiting for my next class. Clinical biochem.subject that i hate. Cuz too many things to memorize, and im not good in memorising things. Cuz its the last day, should i tell him how much i hated him? o just punch him in the face?im serious here. Imagine this **** influencing ur life.For 3 years in uni. "u can't make a person to likes you".yea i remember u told me that. 3 years back. But i was wondering why you know how to tell this thing to ppl but dun even look at urself in front of the mirror?

Not cuz ure ugly. Itz cuz ure ugly from the inside. Way too dark,dun exect ppl dunno your bad attitude here. They knows. If u told me that, why you still find your ways to make ppl likes you? damn ***.

no1 bad attitude: telling others that dun friend with this ** cuz ** is a bad **??and a person who believes his say whithout knowing me is stupid. Really stupid. Bu im happy anyway, cuz in return seems everything gets back to him. Chinese says,..erm..not sure bout it but i know in malay. buat jahat, dibalas jahat. serves him right.

last week im trying to be nice for him. At least once. but when i called him cuz i have some Q to asked, he show me disgusting face.DAMN ***!Anyway i forget to comment sumtn here.utar ball nite last time.He think he looked charming that nite. but actually the color and the style that he wore itz actually way too ugly. CLOWN. cuz itz damn red. and shinny. more things to complein bout him but seems im late for my class..gotta miss uni life...

morning breakfast with "green monsters"

It was an 'early' saturday morning. Unusual, I woke up at 6.30am! Yea, morning breakfast with 'family'. Cuz itz far way 'too' special, i walked to the balcony and took some pic. Can't remember how long i x wake up so early. I mean hey itz 6!~

Guess what, i watched till the sunrise!~ but dun see the sun..*sob*.

My fault. I took a very short nap. All of them were waiting. *paiseh*.Cuz if reached there late, there might be lotz of people there. Luckily enough, there were some empty seats!~Feeling hungry, we ordered nice hot tea and dimsum.

Not good in taking photos cuz im way too busy to eat!~

All of us wore GREEN on that time..

Z busy eating...

Wutz wrong with D?Dim sum still "stick" to the plate.

While eating, again we talked bout "Angel". Seemed shez the hot topic of the year. Every semester the same person we talked bout. D was mean to her. Cuz he gave her "new name"..."FEI GEL"..lolx and maybe cuz im too busy eating, all of them laughed, and later on only i found out that Mr.JP also had new name for her. erm..cuz im not from chinese school, so i dunno one chinese words can have different meanings. He called her "fat leg", "fat banana", "fat gel".erm..dunno how to say in chinese.Direct translate. Guess have to be nice to her. Im scared one day she might as well shoot all of our biochemistry coursemates and left the only survivor. Mr. Soya. Cuz she likes her so much.*swt*

After spent almost 2 hours there, itz time for us to get back home, and continue sleep. While we walked all the way to JP's car, i heard a loud scream. Z screamed. I turned around asked what happen. there is a restaurant upstairs, and just below the stairs, therez a hand "sticking" out from the wall. Okie itz just a hand sticked on the wall. Well, Thatz BY's hand.


Reached home almost 10 and continued wih the busy weekend....

Movie with biochem coursematez.~

Last saturday; i just stayed at home, in my room, doin thesis. Spent more than 8 hours everyday. For the sake of 'THESIS". Fed up by all the paper work and computer, i went out. Dinner with Z and JP. And i called HW to joined us too. So, we had our dinner at spice and chill at GK. While we were talking, most of the topics we chat bout: THESIS. thesis here and there. Again i was frustrated by it. Gimme a break! Z told me HW wanted to watch Knowing. Yea, why dun we go for a movie break? Away from this god damn thesis. So, all of us agreed. HW called TM and Z ajak A too. I called YT and YP too. So, total 8 of us went to watched movie~But tickets for Knowing and Fast & Furious sold out*sob*.

End up bought "Taken" movie. 11.30 movie and itz still early. So, all of us hang out at the old town...

YP smiled at the camera..Guess YT still thinking bout thesis, slides and japanese exam.. Not sure why she looked up. Sumtin special bout the lightz?She rather looked at the lights than A.lolx
Blurr pic but have to include JP too.heheWe called him "handsome wee"~

Ter Ming ~ Pic of me and Z~

The movie ended bout 1.30 am. Ok, I was wrong bout this movie. Itz very nice to watch!~Tired and sleepy on that time but, they all wan 'yum cha'..So, we went to Steven Corner and lepak there till almost 3 am. Reach home straight went to sleep..hope the night last a little bit longer..cuz wake up the next day have to continue with hectic life again."THESIS"..haha

miss V miss home..

Just finished my lab test and handed up my thesis presentation slides to Dr. Wong today.*fuh*..There's no use burning the midnight oil study for the lab test. Cuz seemed almost all coursemates were discussing and copying from the notes. Unfair, i end up copying others too.*laugh*. So many weeks i din update any recent post. hell too busy. Final semester di got lots of work to do.This uploaded pic of my home was taken few weeks ago, when i back hometown.

Mizz V miss home. Butterworth. my home. Every morning, after breakfast, i might just stand at the balcony and watch the sky..feel the fresh air..

Curently 'stuck' in KL...condominium..I still remembered the first time i moved in, i was scared. Cuz i have to take the lift. and i hate it. Can't say i have 'Claustrophobia', itz just that i hardly breathe inside there. what if one day the lift spoil and im alone trap inside? Hell no in the future im staying at condominium. Same thing when i wan to breathe in some fresh air, normally will walk to the balcony. But in kl, my second home, all i can see its just block-C building(oooooo...what a tall building). Hardly see any stars in kl. But in hometown, i enjoyed lying down on the boot of my car and watched stars at night.

Enjoyed being at home, cuz itz more cooling.Convenient to go for jogging. Normally will jog at the beach area. itz very near from my home. and its much safer at my place. Kl?..can jog around the taman only.*sob* dun even dare to jog further, after the last time incident.wat else? i was robbed and my right face was hit by helmet.

i loved to eat. love something 'soupy'. But itz hard to find nice soup in kl.high class restaurant?yea..expensive and not worth it. Taufu soup is my favourite. Cuz its simple to cook and nice to drink. Last time i cooked this soup in my kl home( im too sick with all ajinomoto soup outside). Thought its cheap to cook my own, but end up kinda..u know, pork. pork is expensive in kl.

watz this small pic? Its the famous 'hokkien mee( in kl ppl called prawn mee). Quite famous in butterworth. Raja Uda road. Love it. Each time back hometown sure 'makan' this food. And itz far cheaper than kl. just RM2.80. Last time i tried the new opened so-called PENANG noodle shop(wangsa). First time eat there with JP, no more next time. It taste awful and expensive.almost 6 bucks ok!Craving for crab porridge, udang galah, tambun seafood, indian food, curry mee( love to put extra pork blood>chu huet), wantan mee, kow teow soup etc.

I love dogs. I have total of 8 dogs now. Minus 2. Ald mati..*sob* my German sherperd and terrier breed dog. Gonna have new puppies soon cuz one of my dog is pregnant! Can say, my home is like a pet shop. Plus my mum keep feeding the cats outside. and the cat gave birth to 3 kittens. One black male cat, one female and 3 kittens..

Chi hua hua. so i called him "chi chi". Itz my mum's fav dog.

This one?erm.name 'jagung'.lolx.I tied her next to her mummy and away from his dad. Should be his grandfather. yea, cuz the male dog 'raped' his own daughter and..here she is.the grandaughter. complicated family tree.

Jagung's mother. "Fifi". Loved to eat hokkien mee. Trust me its true. She have to drink at least one cup of milo every morning with 2 half boiled eggs.

My dad's favourite. He's playful. "Pangkor"..He's not 'cacat' , just that he hid both his hands.

Strong and well trained dog. Name: Lucky. Why gave him this name?reason cuz i picked him up from the roadside. On that time he was damn skinny. Dirty and wet. Hungry i guess so i gave him some food. Since that day, he came to my house almost everyday. Teman me go school last time. So, I might as well kept him save in the house. Away fom the stupid MPSP.

This 'hamsap' dog..name: Tricky. raped the daughter seemed not enough for him. Luckily i thrown him outside to stayed with the others. Even better, cuz male dog should just keep outside the house, while the female one stay inside.

okie..this is not a biohazard dog. not even zombie. just that this dog have some skin allergies. Ald seen doctor few times. She dun like to stay inside so i let him play around in the garden. Cuz her fur is white, easy to get dirty. I called her 'bitchy'.hehe.



My favourite 'Max'. He loved camera and mirrors. Loves to sit on cushion and sleep on the bed.
Watched iron man last time. Itz indeed a nice movie to watch. Just press the button on the chest part and he will do the talking.

Gundamz

and Gundam. Small wan not expensive. Just almost RM 40.

"A Must -watch" gundam seed destiny. Itz kinda old di cuz i ald watched.hehe. Interesting and a little bit of love story( ok, for me itz a love story).Luvvvvvvvvvv Aseran.
Mootrix=matrix, MIP= men in pink, Titamoo= titanic, Moo's play= child's play. Funny but stupid story.

Bumblebee Scout.smallest of the Autobots~

Decepticon-megatron !~

Optimus Prime~

Old ones always nicer to watch...
New one: not-so nice. its on already on tv.

Who can buy for me?...

Not sure with the price yet...

Can't wait for the new transformer movie!~


Must- watch spawn movie. Itz a 1998 movie.

make my own breakfast, and turned out not bad after all.~

Bye bye hometown and hello KL!~ Hope this nightmare gonna end soon...