endless night

1.55am
god..i can't sleep..can i have at least one night of peaceful sleep?thesis,slides,presentation and test. THESIS.endless..C was right, i should get enough sleep.but itz hard ok! im too tired, my mind stuck when it comes to studies. This final semester really sucks. everyday sleep bout 3 am. class sumtimes at 8am. so can say i dun have enough sleep!yea i do nap in the evening.but this dun help at all. and you will end up more tired. when can i get my beauty sleep?*sob*..can i sleep at 10.30 pm??i miss home.reasons?at least can get good food there. here?i wan eat "koew teow sup" also taste like shit. ajinomoto a lot. udang galah?here in kl of course its hell expensive! better go kampung nelayan there eat..mee rebus with udang galah..nice and cheap.prefer the "kampung" feel.

japanese buffet..TGI..Chillis..eat at PAVILLION..i just dun eat there. cuz im hell broke and as a student..wat else?no money.pay more tha 100 just to eat a meal?gosh. i prefer eat with my dad.at least i dun pay for expensive meal..i miss home. i miss homey..miss my dog..the sky..the air..treess..here?stand at the balcony hope to see a nice view also hard. i can get to see block-C buiding..okie itz ald 2.12am and im still typing.

hope i dun dream bout Dr. Loo again.she scares me.really a nightmare. even in dreams also got class. i really need a break. no headache for today. last 4 days really killed me. serious headache for 4 days. Who can tahan? no one knows how pain cuz they just dunno how it feels. Its like a bomb inside.ok.the next time i feel pain, i won't show any weaknesses in front of C. i just dun wan him to pity o sumtin. breathing difficulty each time.heavy breath. my bf asked me to inhale..exhale slowly..he said its physological problem..yea rite..anyway control my breathing does help. temporarily.

Kl city really dun suits me. not used to sleep late unless being forced to and the food here really sucks. here mostly are restaurant. know wat i mean? like cafe..restaurant..not natural. i prefer the kampung feel. eat at the lorong..hawker stalls..by the road side..morning market..i dun go mount kiara, wat so ever high class place, hartamas, happening place..i really prefer to eat laksa under the tree, by the road side..

can't wait to go bac butterworth.i miss old friends there..JK,WL,TS,TW.my homey..time to sleep..have to finish up my presentation slides later..sweet dreamz.