Black Pearl's Life

just another update bout my wherebout~

2009-09-26T13:17:00.002+08:00

In just a blink,3 months passed just like that..Im gonna miss some of my friends here..and back to penang..to join Keon,Wei Lun,Richard, William, Sing, and YTW...bunch of male friends..and most of times im the only gal..thank god im not turn into a guy!plan to back penang and hide myself as usual in the big house.with ma dogs.hehe.sometimes its better to stay inside than creating trouble outside.Its not wrong to have fun sumtimes,party..drink..wat-so-ever..but honestly to said,therez always gotta be a limit. And seems im always over the limit.

3months ago,i caused the world to turn upside down.What i mean is "my world". Thinking back what i have done, i feel regret.guilt.sad.and depressed. Currently settled down at the new place, a place where i can stay away from trouble and the most important thing is..away from the city. Most people dunno what i was thinking.no one knows.unless i told them bout my past.

Here, I met different kinds of people.From good to bad people.funny people.people full of problems. Here at first i don't talk much to people. just recently maybe cuz im not used to stay at home..staring at the empty walls and ceiling..i decided to hang out. Just a place called gym. Well,here i met some nice,friendly and funny friends. Gonna miss the times i spent here.

I goin back penang tomorrow morning and say goodbye to my "hiding place". Goin to have another gathering with my besties..Not sure wether they still will ask me the same q..so hows our Sook Ling?stil create trouble?new guy?err...sumtimes i just speechless..

Later im gonna update some pictures..to let some of friends see how am i doin recenlt..those who's concern bout me.gonna miss a lot of people...

Q and A..

2009-06-10T15:27:00.005+08:00

Itz already 3.30pm.*sigh*...have to wait till 6.00pm. Headache again.Itz been almost 5-6 years. Headache.migrane. Wutz the difference anyway? The similiarities is just PAIN. Im ok.problem is just tired and hard to breathe.still alive. Pain till almost get used to it di. nvm.

I just bought a new Cleo magazines when I was in KL that time. I brought it back here. One of my bestfriend was too busy for me, fine. Then i'll just stay here and read ma magazine then. *happy* cuz tonite im goin for a movie with him. Yea..im outdated. Haven watch terminator yet.

"So,tonite movie at 8kayz"?
"O..Okayz"
"Wanna call Keon out to join us"?"seems he's free di after off from work"
"Err, depends on you then. But he alwayz say he's too tired or busy with his galfriends.."
"oo..okay then"

"TEST YOURSELF" "ARE YOU SPOILING HIM ROTTEN"?

ok..this page caught my eyes..I grabbed a pen on the table and started the Q & A.. Here's the Q and A:

1:u've noticed his white T-shirt have turned a blotchy shade of pale pink. U say:
a)"U have to separate whites from colours.Next time u wash, I'll show you how"(2m)
b)"Why don't you let me do your laundry?"(1m)
c)Nothing. If he can't figure out how to do his laundry, Itz his prob(3m)

2:True or False:
The love of ur life will anticipate all ur needs. If you have to tell him how much u'll appreciate
being taken to dinner, he's not right for you"(2m for false)
Err...TRUE.(1m)

3:Your man's ex-gf has gone to lots of his family do's. You on the other hand, have yet to meet
his parents. How would u react if he's invited her-and not you-to his sisters wedding?
*scratch*...Umm...i just skip this Q..

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10: You have three tickets to a sold-out coldplay gig, which your man and your best friend
would both kill to see- They can't stand each other. Who do you take? a)your bestfriend and another friend b)your man and his bestfriend c)your bestfriend and your man- you'll sit between them.
*yawn*...ok done..whatz my score?total..42points.okay..so the results..

YOU SHARE THE SPOILS
you have the best kind of relationship: you give and are appreciated-you dun give to be appreciated.While you don't exactly lavish him with attention, ure generous with your love. You treat him with respect and recieved the same in return................ ............................................................................................................... ............................................................................................................... "Don't change yourself by putting up with someone who's not as loving as you.

yea right..hell not true. I broke up with ma bf few weeks ago.

Listened to the Hitz.fm..vote for Krist Allen or Adam Lambert for the latest song, "No Boundaries".. Ok..I alwayz listen to Adam Lambert sings..and this time they put the same song title by Krist Allen. I just switched to another channel. No boundaries..ADAM LAMBERT!!his voice better,ok?So, Vote for ADAM!!My "eyeliner" guy.

Phua family at ulu yam~2009

2009-06-09T17:51:00.018+08:00

from top left: Yipin, Giri, Danny
From bottom left: Yek Thoon, me and Wen Z

Dunno what Im doin. Champion was laughing at who?

Sweet couple~

Mr Muscle.
Wen Z's pet.*laugh*

papa & mama

say "cheeZzeeee"

Ma galfriend~

2009-06-09T16:53:00.027+08:00

VICTORIA 2007

WEN Z 2007

We met at UTAR, and youre my bestfriend!

"BFF itz a promise, not a label"

Star necklace: "bestfriend"
Taken at Pavillion,KL

Port Dickson 2009

We went to our first prom nite together

This year is different~we have a date!
2009

@ barBQ plaza 2009

We've been through so much
We've been through it all
She's been there for me when i was down
She alwayz catches my fall

I love her like a sister,
Because her friendship is true
I don't know anyone like her
anyone different won't do

We all seek out friends,
to make people happy,to make ourselves happier
but there are those who are nice to you who you know,
there are your friends, but beyond that are your true friends,
They are real.

Victoria

Im home.

2009-06-09T15:28:00.009+08:00

Bus reached butterworth bus station at 6.00pm. In the bus earlier, I called mum to come fetch me home. But mum said,"sorrie im busy. Have to attend my friend's wedding dinner". Try to call bro.............................................................................................................*hung up*
T-T..............kayz.."okie i can fetch you home"...he said..........*happy*..................................................
..........................20min later, "hello,sry bro can't fetch you.Busy now.try call dad".*hung up*...........................................................................................................and i know my dad's busy too....
....no choice, i called my bestfriend. He too busy..got meeting..T-T..but thank god another close friend of mine willing to fetch me..*yay*.Thankz a lot, Thien Sing!muax~

Tired and sad, I walked in the house. Before i got time to step in the house, ok..my sista. My little sis, can help me?pls...

Pls sis dun begged me....T-T..what izzit?what i can help?..

Err...im goin for company's dinner..so the honda accord kinda dirty..so can help me wash pls?.......ToT...

"Im heartbroken, sad,depressed,and pain"...i answered in a smile, "sure,why not"

"THANK YOU"!...uuhh.............ure welcome...
It took me almost 30 min to washed the car.Plan to cuci cincai at 1st, but dad said," CANNOT!Itz a nice car ok?so must really clean"...dad,Im sad and tired and sleepy ok!..but I just kept quiet.

Dad asked, "ur sis gonna use this car"?....yea..dad scolded sis, drive so big car for what?wanna drive my mercedez go?"....err..dad..no other car di ok?...

My sis are old enough to drive any car she likes..dad..pls dun treated us like a small gal..

Tired and frustrated, I walked in. Rest a while and then shower. But bfore that, dad called,"sook ling,can help dad tapao pasar malam"?....................................*scream*

"Ok daddy wan makan ape"?...and I just walked to pasar malam......................................................................Came back at 8.00pm..okie i wan shower di..*sweat*...WAIT!."okie okie i know!have to serve my dad"..

9.30 pm..at last i can makan! "sookling,what u eat"?

"oh,just a bit only..too hungry"

1 packet of nasi ayam
1 murtabak
1 Laksa buyung
3 samosas
1 fried chicken

WHAT!!err..dad,im hungry...at least eat a lot will feel better.I won't get fat anyway.

Bro came back. I watched 'supernatural' series my his room. To accompany him. At 1st he seemed dun like it cuz itz lame, but later on he joined me. Itz almost 4 thatnite and at last i gave up.cuz im too tired!"nitez bro".

goodbye

2009-06-09T12:25:00.004+08:00

3dayz passed like a ZAp, and still i felt gloomy,sad. Yea, i have an ability.POWER.Im Galpower. Im Emogal. Last Saturday, after had my last lunch with my galfriend, I had to go. Back to my normal,dull life. Think back..itz better this way. Cuz i felt like a B*** in KL. Ignored my bestfriends advice totally killed me.

The night before that, sumtin terrible happened. The worst i ever faced in my life. I tried to asked for help. The one can saved me. My bestfriend. But sadly, he was in Penang that time. When i thought he already gave up on me, another close friend of mine saved me! He asked me not to worry and he will be there ASAP. Thank god you saved me!Thank you Alex Yu! That time only i realised my bestfriend had called him earlier. Told him that im sad and needed someone to mend my broken heart.

"The best Mirror in the world is an old friend"

He came all the way from Subang to my place,Setapak. Thatz far for him, especially he dun even can recognise the place. He reached my place bout 2.30am. Back to his place should be 3 sumtin. *sigh*.
Itz ok.Im not sleepy that time. In his car, he asked" what happen?" and "what happen to ur hands and leg?"..............................................................................................................................................
...........................................cuz he's my old friend, I told him what exactly happen to me.
He just laughed..and that he said, "Gal dun be so naive..........and ure so stupid for hurting urself like that"..........."If I told this to Keon, I bet he will slap you right on ur face that time"......And that time i still heven finish pack my stuff at MU. But i really can't take it anymore. I have to leave.

I stayed at his house in Putra heights. Yea..same room with him. Double bed. Dunno why i had this thoughts in my mind. But most ppl whould think that way! "If he/she in trouble, and there an opposite sex accompany or be there for him/her, Something sure happen". Well Im wrong for this time. Tired and sleepy, I slept on his bed and he off the lights to sleep too that time. Itz a bit funny at 1st but later on i feel touched by his action. We shared the same bed but he squeezed himself at the rightside, the end of the bed. And left a huge space in between us.lolx. Now i realised who is my truefriend. yea..i can't simply hugg ppl..cuz this action might "stimulate" them?Hmm...emo that night still..bla bla bla..

and the next day im in the bus already. Ntg to do in the bus, as usual..listened to my mp3 player. argh..all chinese emo songs..dunno i should hate or like them. Itz all my favourite songs that i told him last time. Songs makes me sad, plus i read some notes my ex gave to me last time.I just can't stop my tears from flowing from my eyes. Luckily ppl were sleeping that time. Too many sweet memories we had last time. Itz hard for me to forget him. Mistakes that i did, I just can't forgive myself. Scars i have created on my hands and legs just can't "wash" away my guilt. Im the one to blame for all these..

memories of what it used to be..gonna miss them so much..my housemates and coursemates. Seemed i need a long time to heal myself, here in penang. Im grounded for this time. Keon, Thien Sing, Wei lun, Alex Yu, Richard, William, WT..If next time i take the wrong path again..pls do SLAP ME HARD!

memories of what used to be

2009-04-26T19:57:00.004+08:00

I wonder if he remembers me , or if I'm just a memory.
I wonder if he thinks of me, or if he finds it useless
I wonder how he is and if I'm still a love of his
I wonder if he's okay.
I've been thinking, how happy we were and the memories make the tears stir
Think about all we said, the lives we lead, not know where to go and where to find a place.
One day, I may hide and not be able to see his face.
I miss him looking out for me, the way it used to be.
I wonder if he still cares...
That's a question that tears..
I wonder if he still cares or if I'm just a memory of what used to be..

my last uni life

2009-04-17T11:37:00.003+08:00

my last uni life.yea,still 20min left. Im blogging at my campuz, while waiting for my next class. Clinical biochem.subject that i hate. Cuz too many things to memorize, and im not good in memorising things. Cuz its the last day, should i tell him how much i hated him? o just punch him in the face?im serious here. Imagine this **** influencing ur life.For 3 years in uni. "u can't make a person to likes you".yea i remember u told me that. 3 years back. But i was wondering why you know how to tell this thing to ppl but dun even look at urself in front of the mirror?

Not cuz ure ugly. Itz cuz ure ugly from the inside. Way too dark,dun exect ppl dunno your bad attitude here. They knows. If u told me that, why you still find your ways to make ppl likes you? damn ***.

no1 bad attitude: telling others that dun friend with this ** cuz ** is a bad **??and a person who believes his say whithout knowing me is stupid. Really stupid. Bu im happy anyway, cuz in return seems everything gets back to him. Chinese says,..erm..not sure bout it but i know in malay. buat jahat, dibalas jahat. serves him right.

last week im trying to be nice for him. At least once. but when i called him cuz i have some Q to asked, he show me disgusting face.DAMN ***!Anyway i forget to comment sumtn here.utar ball nite last time.He think he looked charming that nite. but actually the color and the style that he wore itz actually way too ugly. CLOWN. cuz itz damn red. and shinny. more things to complein bout him but seems im late for my class..gotta miss uni life...

morning breakfast with "green monsters"

2009-04-11T15:35:00.020+08:00

It was an 'early' saturday morning. Unusual, I woke up at 6.30am! Yea, morning breakfast with 'family'. Cuz itz far way 'too' special, i walked to the balcony and took some pic. Can't remember how long i x wake up so early. I mean hey itz 6!~

Guess what, i watched till the sunrise!~ but dun see the sun..*sob*.

My fault. I took a very short nap. All of them were waiting. *paiseh*.Cuz if reached there late, there might be lotz of people there. Luckily enough, there were some empty seats!~Feeling hungry, we ordered nice hot tea and dimsum.

Not good in taking photos cuz im way too busy to eat!~

All of us wore GREEN on that time..

Z busy eating...

Wutz wrong with D?Dim sum still "stick" to the plate.

While eating, again we talked bout "Angel". Seemed shez the hot topic of the year. Every semester the same person we talked bout. D was mean to her. Cuz he gave her "new name"..."FEI GEL"..lolx and maybe cuz im too busy eating, all of them laughed, and later on only i found out that Mr.JP also had new name for her. erm..cuz im not from chinese school, so i dunno one chinese words can have different meanings. He called her "fat leg", "fat banana", "fat gel".erm..dunno how to say in chinese.Direct translate. Guess have to be nice to her. Im scared one day she might as well shoot all of our biochemistry coursemates and left the only survivor. Mr. Soya. Cuz she likes her so much.*swt*

After spent almost 2 hours there, itz time for us to get back home, and continue sleep. While we walked all the way to JP's car, i heard a loud scream. Z screamed. I turned around asked what happen. there is a restaurant upstairs, and just below the stairs, therez a hand "sticking" out from the wall. Okie itz just a hand sticked on the wall. Well, Thatz BY's hand.

Reached home almost 10 and continued wih the busy weekend....

Movie with biochem coursematez.~

2009-04-11T11:31:00.008+08:00

Last saturday; i just stayed at home, in my room, doin thesis. Spent more than 8 hours everyday. For the sake of 'THESIS". Fed up by all the paper work and computer, i went out. Dinner with Z and JP. And i called HW to joined us too. So, we had our dinner at spice and chill at GK. While we were talking, most of the topics we chat bout: THESIS. thesis here and there. Again i was frustrated by it. Gimme a break! Z told me HW wanted to watch Knowing. Yea, why dun we go for a movie break? Away from this god damn thesis. So, all of us agreed. HW called TM and Z ajak A too. I called YT and YP too. So, total 8 of us went to watched movie~But tickets for Knowing and Fast & Furious sold out*sob*.

End up bought "Taken" movie. 11.30 movie and itz still early. So, all of us hang out at the old town...

YP smiled at the camera..Guess YT still thinking bout thesis, slides and japanese exam.. Not sure why she looked up. Sumtin special bout the lightz?She rather looked at the lights than A.lolx
Blurr pic but have to include JP too.heheWe called him "handsome wee"~

Ter Ming ~ Pic of me and Z~

The movie ended bout 1.30 am. Ok, I was wrong bout this movie. Itz very nice to watch!~Tired and sleepy on that time but, they all wan 'yum cha'..So, we went to Steven Corner and lepak there till almost 3 am. Reach home straight went to sleep..hope the night last a little bit longer..cuz wake up the next day have to continue with hectic life again."THESIS"..haha

miss V miss home..

2009-04-10T23:09:00.046+08:00

Just finished my lab test and handed up my thesis presentation slides to Dr. Wong today.*fuh*..There's no use burning the midnight oil study for the lab test. Cuz seemed almost all coursemates were discussing and copying from the notes. Unfair, i end up copying others too.*laugh*. So many weeks i din update any recent post. hell too busy. Final semester di got lots of work to do.This uploaded pic of my home was taken few weeks ago, when i back hometown.

Mizz V miss home. Butterworth. my home. Every morning, after breakfast, i might just stand at the balcony and watch the sky..feel the fresh air..

Curently 'stuck' in KL...condominium..I still remembered the first time i moved in, i was scared. Cuz i have to take the lift. and i hate it. Can't say i have 'Claustrophobia', itz just that i hardly breathe inside there. what if one day the lift spoil and im alone trap inside? Hell no in the future im staying at condominium. Same thing when i wan to breathe in some fresh air, normally will walk to the balcony. But in kl, my second home, all i can see its just block-C building(oooooo...what a tall building). Hardly see any stars in kl. But in hometown, i enjoyed lying down on the boot of my car and watched stars at night.

Enjoyed being at home, cuz itz more cooling.Convenient to go for jogging. Normally will jog at the beach area. itz very near from my home. and its much safer at my place. Kl?..can jog around the taman only.*sob* dun even dare to jog further, after the last time incident.wat else? i was robbed and my right face was hit by helmet.

i loved to eat. love something 'soupy'. But itz hard to find nice soup in kl.high class restaurant?yea..expensive and not worth it. Taufu soup is my favourite. Cuz its simple to cook and nice to drink. Last time i cooked this soup in my kl home( im too sick with all ajinomoto soup outside). Thought its cheap to cook my own, but end up kinda..u know, pork. pork is expensive in kl.

watz this small pic? Its the famous 'hokkien mee( in kl ppl called prawn mee). Quite famous in butterworth. Raja Uda road. Love it. Each time back hometown sure 'makan' this food. And itz far cheaper than kl. just RM2.80. Last time i tried the new opened so-called PENANG noodle shop(wangsa). First time eat there with JP, no more next time. It taste awful and expensive.almost 6 bucks ok!Craving for crab porridge, udang galah, tambun seafood, indian food, curry mee( love to put extra pork blood>chu huet), wantan mee, kow teow soup etc.

I love dogs. I have total of 8 dogs now. Minus 2. Ald mati..*sob* my German sherperd and terrier breed dog. Gonna have new puppies soon cuz one of my dog is pregnant! Can say, my home is like a pet shop. Plus my mum keep feeding the cats outside. and the cat gave birth to 3 kittens. One black male cat, one female and 3 kittens..

Chi hua hua. so i called him "chi chi". Itz my mum's fav dog.

This one?erm.name 'jagung'.lolx.I tied her next to her mummy and away from his dad. Should be his grandfather. yea, cuz the male dog 'raped' his own daughter and..here she is.the grandaughter. complicated family tree.

Jagung's mother. "Fifi". Loved to eat hokkien mee. Trust me its true. She have to drink at least one cup of milo every morning with 2 half boiled eggs.

My dad's favourite. He's playful. "Pangkor"..He's not 'cacat' , just that he hid both his hands.

Strong and well trained dog. Name: Lucky. Why gave him this name?reason cuz i picked him up from the roadside. On that time he was damn skinny. Dirty and wet. Hungry i guess so i gave him some food. Since that day, he came to my house almost everyday. Teman me go school last time. So, I might as well kept him save in the house. Away fom the stupid MPSP.

This 'hamsap' dog..name: Tricky. raped the daughter seemed not enough for him. Luckily i thrown him outside to stayed with the others. Even better, cuz male dog should just keep outside the house, while the female one stay inside.

okie..this is not a biohazard dog. not even zombie. just that this dog have some skin allergies. Ald seen doctor few times. She dun like to stay inside so i let him play around in the garden. Cuz her fur is white, easy to get dirty. I called her 'bitchy'.hehe.

My favourite 'Max'. He loved camera and mirrors. Loves to sit on cushion and sleep on the bed.
Watched iron man last time. Itz indeed a nice movie to watch. Just press the button on the chest part and he will do the talking.

Gundamz

and Gundam. Small wan not expensive. Just almost RM 40.

"A Must -watch" gundam seed destiny. Itz kinda old di cuz i ald watched.hehe. Interesting and a little bit of love story( ok, for me itz a love story).Luvvvvvvvvvv Aseran.
Mootrix=matrix, MIP= men in pink, Titamoo= titanic, Moo's play= child's play. Funny but stupid story.

Bumblebee Scout.smallest of the Autobots~

Decepticon-megatron !~

Optimus Prime~

Old ones always nicer to watch...
New one: not-so nice. its on already on tv.

Who can buy for me?...

Not sure with the price yet...

Can't wait for the new transformer movie!~

Must- watch spawn movie. Itz a 1998 movie.

make my own breakfast, and turned out not bad after all.~

Bye bye hometown and hello KL!~ Hope this nightmare gonna end soon...

endless night

2009-04-09T01:48:00.002+08:00

1.55am
god..i can't sleep..can i have at least one night of peaceful sleep?thesis,slides,presentation and test. THESIS.endless..C was right, i should get enough sleep.but itz hard ok! im too tired, my mind stuck when it comes to studies. This final semester really sucks. everyday sleep bout 3 am. class sumtimes at 8am. so can say i dun have enough sleep!yea i do nap in the evening.but this dun help at all. and you will end up more tired. when can i get my beauty sleep?*sob*..can i sleep at 10.30 pm??i miss home.reasons?at least can get good food there. here?i wan eat "koew teow sup" also taste like shit. ajinomoto a lot. udang galah?here in kl of course its hell expensive! better go kampung nelayan there eat..mee rebus with udang galah..nice and cheap.prefer the "kampung" feel.

japanese buffet..TGI..Chillis..eat at PAVILLION..i just dun eat there. cuz im hell broke and as a student..wat else?no money.pay more tha 100 just to eat a meal?gosh. i prefer eat with my dad.at least i dun pay for expensive meal..i miss home. i miss homey..miss my dog..the sky..the air..treess..here?stand at the balcony hope to see a nice view also hard. i can get to see block-C buiding..okie itz ald 2.12am and im still typing.

hope i dun dream bout Dr. Loo again.she scares me.really a nightmare. even in dreams also got class. i really need a break. no headache for today. last 4 days really killed me. serious headache for 4 days. Who can tahan? no one knows how pain cuz they just dunno how it feels. Its like a bomb inside.ok.the next time i feel pain, i won't show any weaknesses in front of C. i just dun wan him to pity o sumtin. breathing difficulty each time.heavy breath. my bf asked me to inhale..exhale slowly..he said its physological problem..yea rite..anyway control my breathing does help. temporarily.

Kl city really dun suits me. not used to sleep late unless being forced to and the food here really sucks. here mostly are restaurant. know wat i mean? like cafe..restaurant..not natural. i prefer the kampung feel. eat at the lorong..hawker stalls..by the road side..morning market..i dun go mount kiara, wat so ever high class place, hartamas, happening place..i really prefer to eat laksa under the tree, by the road side..

can't wait to go bac butterworth.i miss old friends there..JK,WL,TS,TW.my homey..time to sleep..have to finish up my presentation slides later..sweet dreamz.

last group presentation~2009

2009-03-25T10:10:00.004+08:00

we just finished our presentation yesterday..yay!~no more presentations..except thesis presentation..*swt*..

From left: me, bee yong, Yek thoon & Wen Z

Still left bout a month. Thesis week!!!..can't wait to get home this weekend..

Part 2: Family day> 1st Putrajaya International HOt Air Balloon Fiesta 2009>Satay Kajang~

2009-03-23T12:31:00.036+08:00

Here's the clown (Mauriske) from Belgium & the yellow beside the clown from Malaysia!~
Smilley face..
Sad face.........
IM not sure from which country...

<< papa too tired di...i guess..o just checking out someone's butt?..

Hot Air Balloon (center) from Netherlands(Paddy 2)~

Full time balloon pilot.

Peter Van Harten

Barnevelt, Netherlands.

Baloon pilot for 18 years!!

Well..i couldn't find the other profiles..anyway,he's cute..*shy*

~ WK & BY~

~me & hubby~

Papa & mama wore the same color shirt that day..*jealous*

The red hot air balloon from New Zealand(Nescafe)

Elephant(Belgium)~one of the special shaped balloon..

Peacock..not sure from which country..

Not a clear picture..but still cute~

Background of the Fiesta:

Held at Precinct 2, Putrajaya adjacent to the "Monumen Alaf Baru".

Co-organised by the Malaysian Sport Aviation Federation(MSAF) and AKA Balloon Sdn. Bhd.
Date : 19th-22nd of March 2009.

A total of 20 hot air balloon pilot from around the globe participated in the event, plus with 5 special shaped hot air balloon( but unfortunately i only watched some of them)..i've been waiting for the battery and coca-cola shaped from Germany but dun have..*sob*

Objectives:

To turn our country, Malaysia into one of the International Hot Air Balloon Fiesta destinations.

Promote Malaysia & attract more tourists hence making malaysia well renowned in the world..

Pilots from 19 countries have been invited to participate in the event such as Australia, Belgium, Korea, Netherlands, germany, Japan, Thailand, Malaysia, UK, Turkey, Philiphines, etc.

Besides hot air balloon, there were some Bazaar(stalls selling food), Funfair & carnival ...and automotive show.

The event ended on 22nd of march..which is just yesterday..anyway hope there are more interesting event being held in malaysia!~~

To check out more u can visit this website: http://www.myballoonfiesta.com/index.php

7.50pm

KAJANG!~~

Where to have dinner after this??let's go eat satay Kajang!~~ We planned to eat at the most famous satay kajang!~Haji Samuri..We reached there..hungry and sleepy..Papa been searching for parking..but seemed hard to find parking space there..cuz itz hell lots of ppl!!wat to do..famous wat..*S**..we gave up after that..So plan B..wutz plan B??..find other place...Kajang lotz of satay restaurant wan..so at last we stopped at Restaurant Malaysia..wow..seemed lots of customers there..must be nice..so we find parking and eat there..

This is the only picture taken from website..sry yea..hehe

This restaurant is located at 31 jalan semenyih kajang. Also well known as Nyuk lan Kajang Satay. I ald checked out from the website and itz one of the famous satay in kajang!Itz a chinese owned stall operating there..(no wonder full of chinese ppl there)..people out there should try the satay there..itz nice..not bad. sometimes we should try some otherplace to compare..you dun wan just eat satay kajang at Haji Samudera for the rest of ur life right?!Too many ppl blogg bout haji samudera satay kajang..i mean hey try this restaurant!~not bad with the sweet & spicy taste of satay sauce.There also got sell duck, mutton and fish satay(RM0.90 per stick) but we just ordered chicken.lolx

We ordered 50 chicken satay for 6 of us. Chicken per stick is RM0.60 cent.

Again papa & mama so sweet..even shared the coconut drink..

Here's some funny faces of my family members..

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Z..why use so much strength??..so hard to 'korek' izzit?..u see ur papa....

hard to korek also so "yeng"

HOnestly to said..i 'kesian' the coconut..and the spoon..

" What were you looking at huh"?? as her mum i better teach her some proper table manners next time..

Here's the chicken wing~~
Promoting chicken wing.~hehe

Do u think the chicken wing got problem?..cuz after papa eat that..he became like this..

>>>>(hope WK dun kill me when he read this) ;p.

PART 1:"Family day">1st putrajaya International Hot Air Balloon Fiesta 2009~

2009-03-23T02:04:00.058+08:00

2.17am:

Fuh~at last i've finished my toxicology assignment.what a day. Wen Z was right. "dun let angel bring us to hell"..sumtimes i really dun understands her.100% effort but the results alwayz 0%??WTF..nvm then..As long as we ald done our part.hehe..So itz time for me to blog again!*yay*~~

Last saturday, me(Victoria), my daughter( Wen Z), my hubby(champion), papa( wei keong) and mama(bee yong) and my sista( yipin), went to putrajaya to witness one of the biggest event of the year!~We started our journey at 4 sumtin. My hubby fetched us with his "AVANZA". My elder bro(danny) and my 1st daughter(yek thoon) couldn't make it..*dissappointed*..bro was busy with his thesis and my daughter was not feelling well. Get well soon yek thoon!~

Although i was sleepy..but i still followed them.cuz hey!itz family day!~

So our journeys began..but bfore that we dropped by at the macdonalds~5 vanilla ice cream and 1 mcflurry for my beloved daughter...suppose my hubby drove the car wan..but half way through the journey papa wanted to drive.lolx..

.................................................................................So here's my papa.

.................................................................................................and where's my hubby?

.......................................................................comic again..

We reached there almost 6pm..traffic jam...but we still managed to find parking there..hehe.

reached too early..and we x see any hot air balloon there..but kites there..*Hmm..*..tak mula lagi kut..so we went to a place nearby...from far view..i just wanna go there..

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here's my hubby..busy taking pic..and here's some funny pic that i took..my dughter..who alwayz dreamy..dreamed bout her prince charming..and this time..guess what she's doin??

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What else??"you jump,i jump".(TITANIC).jack..jack..but she looked like she's doin some exercise there..stretching exercise.. after that she changed her pose...

"dun leave me JACK!"~~

Me and WEn Z~

6.14pm:

Time to watch Hot Air BAlloon!~~

MOre balloons to come................................................................

Rainbow color hot air balloon(thailand!)~

Clown balloon~~which country?~~

END OF PART 1

VICTORIA~

moments at macdonalds~

2009-03-15T23:15:00.001+08:00

3.25 pm - cloudy day:

Day-dreamed *again*. Im totally sick of being trapped in my own room since yesterday. S*** toxicology notes. Honestly to said, i hate to study. Study makes me hungry more often. Angry with myself. No matter how much i eat, my weight still the same. Kinda waste of money. Im not that kind of gal who can sit for long at the study desk. Most of times i was just playing with my new pet "Bugsy" and watch hong kong drama *sigh*. I really miss home cuz when im home, dad will take me go eat lotz of foods that i loved~ Unlike here..I dun find any food that I like here. Im too picky on food i guess.. Sumtimes no choice.. im craving for nice food, so will waste lotz of money to have that meal (after that only regret bout it).

Plus Im broke. *HELL BROKE* Thinking how to save my money but i'm not used to it!! Normally will juz get money from dad my bros *sob*. This time is different.. time for me to be.. dun so picky on food. Juz eat watever can fill my stomach.. Okie..

5.40pm.

I juz cooked myself and my boyfriend taiwan noodle soup bout an hour ago. *Grrr....* okie my stomach "keluar" funny sound again.. IM HUNGRY!! can't concentrate in studies when im hungry! no choice so decided to go bhind and find some food to eat.. im broke but i dun care.. So we went out to have our dinner together. Cuz i've been eat INSTANT NOODLE for 3 days.. tears comin out from my eyes.. and itz kinda embarrasing.. cuz i was crying at the public.. erm.. not cry out loud ok.. just my eyes wet and im not sure ppl sees me o not..

My dear asked me: "Do you wanna eat McD?"

I answered him: "erm.. juz go homelar.. dun feel like wanna eat di.."

Then we walked back, and we stopped at the nasi lemak antarabangsa restaurant. Then i suggest why dun we eat there? cuz itz cheaper. We entered the restaurant and sat down. I checked out the menu.. nasi lemak.. ayam rendang.. umm...*scream*. I can't take this! i dun wan eat nasi lemak!! For me, nasi lemak is for breakfast! Dinner i wan something nicer! (feel wan take taxi fly to klcc eat) At least food there far way nicer!*sigh* But wake up gal.. u're broke this month. u're not the old victoria anymore. Bestfriend not with you. He's in penang. So u cannot have free meal all the time..*sob*

Then my dear asked me again: "do you wanna eat macd? Dun worry, I treat you"

Me: "....."

My dear: "Or you suggest other place we go there eat.."

*happy* Tears comin out from my face again.. Im happy and touched by him. Cuz he "belanja" me, I juz suggested that we juz go eat macd cuz wan save his money too. If i wanna eat japanese food, brazilian food etc., I'll juz wait till my dad come to KL.

6.12pm - McDonalds

My dear ordered a set meal while i juz ordered ala carte double cheese burger cuz my dear have free coupon to get extra french fries for free and drinks i can't drink all alone so i might just share with my dear. Minutez ago i was so unhappy. And right now i was back to happy-go-lucky mizz V~ Thx to my dear. Although we just eat normal fast food, but im juz happy. My dear too sayang me di.. Ntg to do there, I used my dear's mobile phone to snap photo of us. Having wonderful moment at McD. *lolx* Itz funny to take so many pic (we just eat at macd nia, not some nice restaurant) but dunno why im just happy and think of uploading sweet moment with my dear at McD.. yea indeed funny but i still posting them. Hehe..

I know kinda "sampat" but i juz love it.hehe

Okay.. How many calories there? I just dun care cuz i just dun get fat. *sob* I got high cholesterol.. err.. 6.45 i guess.. critical level. Hehe. I just dun care cuz i luve "goreng" food.

can't resist the temptation...

my dear Mr.Henry. hehe. eating like very "sampat" nia..

Mizz V style of eating: 2-in-1 together >> burger + fries.

*tersengih*

Looks funny and blurr.. but just luv it~

Quote of the day: "U dun hav to be romantic in high class restaurant. U can do it too at macd" *lolx*

On that time got ppl stared at both of us. *malu*

Mizz V another style of eating: Oreo Mcflurry with fries!~

Thatz how Mr Henry reacted when saw his gf's style of eating.

More ugly style of eating.."ARHHHH!!!"*mouth open wide*. One BIG scoop of ice-cream~ that is the last scoop & i decided to finish it. hehe.

Mr Henry pull his long face again. Maybe he's been thinking why he hav such gf. snore in her sleep..sit like a guy..walk like a guy..and rite now eat like a guy. see the hand above? thatz my hand. Forcing him to smile.

Thinking how to match with his gf, he decided to act weird too..by sticking 2 french fries in his mouth.dracula?i dun think so..

Looking at my dear acting so weird.. so i show my "merajuk" face to him.

Trying to eat politely.. no more mouth open wide.. *act cute*

Face expression still the same.."not attracted"...

"sad"

7.13pm.

We walked back together to PV6... to packed his stuff and to my suprise.. My dear gave me new pendrive cuz i lost mine long time ago.. YAY~

Although not an expensive o just 2GB..but more than enough for me,especially a gift from ur love ones.thx dear~muah!~

Thank you for everything u have done for me today. U put a smile on my face. Add one love to you for today~

8.05pm

Reached home and continue with my toxicology..*sigh* Hope tomoro will be a better day~

1.40am.

Just fnish blogging and surfing youtube.. Mind saturated with toxicology.. left 3 chapters.. better continue tmroo.. one litre tears.. listening to the song from youtube. wondering who's the singer cuz i really fell in love with the songs.. hope my dear can find me this song and i will add another credit for him. hehe.. this song really fits with my feel for tonight.. life is short.. there's no use of being sad all the times. Life still goes on.. in circle.. alwayz thought im more unfortunate compared to other healthy ppl.. i know myself that im not healthy.. i dun even exercise and eat balance diet but izzit too late to gain my life bac? I've been thinking... seeking for answers.. i just hope i can do my test well.. no more "headache disease"

feeling blue..

2009-03-14T01:12:00.000+08:00

Tired..but still have to blog cuz i feel like to..too bad i can't joined the "phua's family" today for dinner..cuz i had dinner with my family.*sigh*..one of my step bro juz chat with me @ msn..trying to cheer me up. Keep asking me the same q.."why so sad"..cheer up gal..i've tried..but i still dunno why im so depressed..bout love?studies?family?im not even sure bout myself..i just hope my bestfriend could fly all the way from penang right away to cheer me up..and massage my shoulder,neck and head part."he's good with it".Bestfriend is everything for me.makes me hard to "open" myself to anyone i know...haih..HEADACHE.So much work to do later. Assignment,lab report,midterm test..i just wan to rest! trying to create a good poem but seems im not good at it. but..wat ever..

Pic. too dark too see..we seldom take pic..*sigh*

I was once sad and lonely..so i wore a mask that always smiled to hide my feelings behind a lie. Before long, i had many friends, and with my mask i was one of them. but deep inside,i still felt empty, like i was missing a prt of me..nobody could hear my cries at nite, for i designed my mask to hide the lies..nobody could see the pain I was feeling, for i design my mask to be laughing..

Behind all the smiles were the tears and behind all the comfort were the fears..Everything u think and see, wasn't everything there was to me. day by day i was slowly dying..i couln't go on for there was sumtin missing..untill now im still searching for things that can stop my cryin, for sumone who will erase my tears..and for the person who'll wipe my tears..

Till then i'll keep on smilling,hiding behind this mask im wearing..hoping one day i could smile again..till then..I'll be here..waiting..

sissy.

2009-03-13T01:13:00.000+08:00

red colour. to show how bad mood i am tonite.friends told me S saw my blog. *watever*. If he really post anti-vic blog bout me, i might just ignore it. Can't blame me. i still stick to wat S told me bfore, "u can't make ppl to likes you". If he's a guy, dun be so sissy for just mentioning bout you(just a name) and guys who plan for revenge on gals really.. not a guy. I still remember how "fake" to treat me nice last time, but bhind my bac telling ppl not to frineds with my cuz i have bad character..so who's got the bad character here huh?..u thik i duno wat you did?no secret.bad tempered person usually gets older fast.know what i mean huh?

1/2 enchanting moment

2009-03-11T00:41:00.000+08:00

utar ball..here it goes again..all biochem gang were excited bfore the ball..as usual,all gals went to set their hair,make up,wear nice gown. .itz a night where dreams come true..izzit?itz been all gals dream to meet their prince charming that nite,dance together in the grand ballroom dance floor. Weeks before the ballnight all galz started to plan where to shop for their dress,salon, make up etc. When comes to shopping.."sad".."heeeeeels..why on earth i have such small feet?..heels size 3 pls..err..sry miss smallest size is size 4."SHIT".comes to dress..i hope got extra small but smallest is just S. accessories?i dunno how to choose!i dun wear dress,make up and heels!but im trying my best to be pretty that nite.cuz i have a date.kai jie. Im far way too stress bout it. cuz im too stress a week bfore,i EAT.bbq,fast food,spicy food..yea,i couln't sleep almost everynite thinking bout it.results?pimples all over the face.OMG!wan cry di when the dates getting near.been thinking dun wan to go..but i end up at the ball that nite with my date, after my bestfriend, Z "pujuk" me to go. hehe. So, wutz the diff before and after dress up?~

From left:Yipin, me, wen Z, bee yong & yek thoon.

From left:bee yong,esther,me,wen Z,yek thoon,yipin & "Angel"

umm...yea not bad that night although took less picture.i used other ppl's facebook account to view the ballnight picture.."sad".yea it's true i dun have confident on myself that nite.this turns all my picture into a horrible pic. Angel won that nite.cuz almost all photos got her inside it. Its indeed funny i dun get to sit with my date. So do my bestfriend.So, both of us end up sms-ing with our date, which is just the next table.

Sumtin bout my date?..erm..one word to describe him."gentleman".keke.he's a nice guy but kinda shy i guess.he dun talk to me at all in campuz. Maybe we just not close enough. MOst of times we just say hi @ msn..things that frustrates me sumtimes is when chat half way, he will just "disappear"..got one time told me brb. will nudge me bac after shower. But till the next morning he still x nudge me."sad"..just forget bout it then.

On the same day i bought a new pet. a guinea pig. I even named him "kai jie".ald asked approval from kai jie.he said OK then OKLUU..lolx.till now im not sure itz male o female..o named my pet budsey(bedtime stories)>cuz my pet just looked the same as in movie", except the eye.lolx.

he's cute. and the funny thing bout him is his voice. he sounds like a video game.dun believe?come my house and check it out.hehe. was wondering can apply perfume on him o not..cuz i used to put perfume on my dog last time. Ppl said guinea pig is smelly, especially the shit and urine..but i think itz okie. as long as ure hardworking enough to clean it everyday. MOre pic of my pet my next post~If i got time.Midterm season..haih.

Back to ballnight pictures!~

okie..this pic indeed looks funny. i dunno how to pose so i end up look funny.
We dance together that night. Itz hard to dance waltz that nite cuz as expected,all students occupy the dance floor..which makes us only have few space to dance. Most of times keep banging with other coursemates. Well its romantic enough to invite me for a dance..with a rose in his hand..and itz actually took from the vase on the table. but really appreciate it. we walked together, hand-in hand to the dance floor.

its romantic that night.kinda creative for him to do the trick. I manage to make a turn while dancing cuz he make me to."sweet". Ok no more bout my date.

I didn't post all the ballnite pics here cuz i really look "horrible" that nite. Anyway, i still will post some of the pics. To introduce my BIOCHEMISTRY gang~hehe.

BIochemistry group 1&2..not all were inside the picture..

This is not my another date.it's yek thoon's date that nite.hehe..erm..well he's my close friend in campuz.Can say he's my "husband".hehe.i'll explain why later in my next post. Cuz i was planning to create my family tree called "the Phua's family". Thinking where should fit angel cuz she were hired by me and champion to "layan" my youngest lovely daughter, Wen Z~.She is our "chun fa" in our family.hehe.dun say i was mean to her..juz couldn't help it. If some of u know angel then u will know how i felt.

This is my bestfriend wedding.Congrats alex!~

oops!~wrong. she's indeed my bestfriend. but that guy is just her "date".hehe

Below pic. is Angel.

Angel.erm..maybe im too mean to her di..but not just me alone.hehe. Kayz..will treat her better next time, if she dun mess with Mizz V.

It's indeed a blurr pic but i love it~FAMILY POTRET.keke.

Wei Keong = my papa

Bee Yong = my mama

Esther = my granma

Champion = my husband

Danny = my elder bro (close to my youngest daughter)

Wen Z = my youngest daughter

Yek thoon = my 1st daughter

Yi pin = my sister

Angel = our family's "orang gaji"> "chun fa"

Conclusion?..i enjoyed my night but..kinda sucks i din get to enjoyed my night at euphoria that nite. Full house with "UTAR" students..so end up sing K at 1Utama. Most of the times i just dreaming there. I dun get to sing cuz maybe im shy o sumtin. o just tired. and i dunno mandarin."haih"..im not close to most of ppl there..so i just hope i can get home fast..im way too tired that nite..& i was waiting for jie to come rescue me, but end up my "husband" sent me home,together with mama, sis and "chun fa".reach MU bout 4am. jie's car is waiting for me outside the guard house.cuz my housekey is with him that time. So , he sent me in PV3. and sent me till i reached my housedoor. and he walk away after sum time. should giv him a goodbye kiss that nite. for being such a ice guy. but i just forget bout it cuz its wrong to do so. i received sms from him after that, told me that he's sry for not being nice enough, and he ald tried his best. For me itz okie. At least i enjoyed my night. for half.hehe. The next day..school..haih..close to final di..gotta wake up from this dreamland and focuz on studies. ald missed lots of lectures..since..my phone was snatch my snatch thief and right face bengkak kena hit by helmet..stupid..i have to MC for a week!~

post any comment. IM new to this.hehe

new gal on blog~

2009-03-11T00:32:00.000+08:00

welcome to black pearl's world~im new here so hope ppl out there leave some comment here on my next blog. just dunno why im blogging.itz just not..ME.im a lazy gal..luvs to eat and sleep and wasting most of the times chatting@msn and dramas..hmmm...will post more blog in the future..chaoz~